[from my journal]

I need to pray for me. I need to ask You for grace, for strength. I can’t let it all slip away. I have to fight. These baby steps will have me running someday.

As blessed as I am, as wonderful as the people in my life are…every time I look to them, I keep coming up empty. It’s always missing something. My soul knows there’s more.

Here I am before you, longing. Longing to know who You are. Longing to find You. I hear You calling. I know You will meet me. But I have to come looking.

“You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.” Jeremiah 29:13