“My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” – Matthew 27:46
As I read these words, I was struck anew by the desperate helplessness behind Jesus’ cry. My eyes hung on that sentence, pondering what those nine words truly meant. Why would God’s only son ever utter such heart-rending words? If God was near anyone, loved anyone, heard anyone’s cry, surely it should have been him! What Father forsakes His child during such a horrific event as was taking place?
Yet so it is that in this hour, Jesus was indeed alone. Hanging on the cross in agony with people yelling insults at him from all sides, and the spiritually crushing weight of the whole of mankind’s sin upon his shoulders.
“He made him who knew no sin to be sin on our behalf.” – 2 Cor. 5:21
Can you imagine? Jesus became sin itself – everything ugly and vile – all the hateful deeds done in darkness since the beginning of time and for all time to come. God in all His pure holiness cannot accept sin. Sin creates separation, therefore, He could not accept or be near His son in the moment on which He placed on him the sin of the world.
If God ever shed tears, I think this would’ve been the time. They both knew it had to be this way, that there was no other course for the final sacrifice of sin. “For God so loved the world” can have no deeper meaning when you realize what it meant for both the Father and the Son. The Son could’ve called for ten thousand angels. The Father could’ve sent ten thousand angels. But He didn’t.
He didn’t because He is Love. Love that let His son be killed that humanity might live. Love that turned His back on His pure delight, and left him alone that we might never be alone. Jesus felt the full force of his forsakeness, and he faced something that you and I will never have to face – total separation from God. To One who was part of God Himself, there can be no greater anguish. And he cried, yea, shouted, something that many men down through the ages have asked of God, but never experienced the actual realization of as he did – “Why have you forsaken me?”
He was doing the Father’s will, and he did it without hesitation, knowing full well what it would require. He knew God would not allow His Holy One to see decay (Acts 2:27) and that it was not the end. But the sheer emotional, not to mention physical, pain was very real. And what brings a pang to my heart is the knowledge that he did it for me. For me.
“I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” – Matthew 28:20
No matter what, we will never, ever be alone. Never forsaken by God. Jesus guaranteed this by his death, paying the awful price of sin and offering us forgiveness, which invites us into the presence of God rather than casting us out as our just due. He endured suffering to the point of being forsaken by His Father, and dying all alone.
Because He is Love as His Father is Love. Love that was nailed on a cross, alone, that I today I might walk in freedom and forgiveness, never alone. Forsaken by the Father that no children of God shall ever be forsaken again for all of eternity.
This is the in-comprehendible mystery of Love….Love that knows no boundaries and has no limits.